After 3 months of waiting, our A’ level results will soon be out tomorrow. Yeah, on the 7 march 2008. This time round, it shall really mark an end to our 2 years in college and the start of our new lives..the girls to their universities while the guys go bald for 2 years.

I am really anxious over my results because this slip of paper which I will be receiving tomorrow will determine my life to a great extent. Right now I think all I have to worry about is my GP and nothing else. Anyway I’ll just cross my fingers and see what happens tomorrow.

What shall I do if I fail GP and cannot get a place in our local universities?

A sense of regretfulness, a sense of relief.
I have just quitted my current job as a sales exec. It was a fun job, but I started to feel that the timing was not as good as I had expected. Argh..i miss my friends there now.
Anyway, I have just begun my job hunting again. By the way, I went to Kelly Ex. in toa payoh a few weeks ago. Guess what? I was extremely impressed by them. When I walked into the office, no one bothered to come up to me to ask whether I, a stranger over there, needed help. I thought it was perhaps that they were busy (which was not true at all as I could see a few people in the office talking to one another), so I walked further in and intentionally dabbled with their stuff so as to get some attention. Only when I did so, did one of the people came over to serve me. Alright, this is not yet the bad part. I managed to get a form from them and finally got to fill it up, then I passed it to one of the consultants. I started to wait…and wait….and WAIT….AND WAIT…AND WAIT! How long did it take?? One hour. And that is not without taking into account that I had to ask them about my application for a job by Kelly.. Amazingly, when I asked about my application, THEY COULD NOT FIND MY APPLICATION FORM. This is within the mere one hour I had submitted it and right in the presence of me. I really have nothing to say about them. Until now, I have yet to receive any calls from them about any jobs. Now you should be the one who is commenting on Kelly services.
Hmm, I feel my brains degenerating without school now. And I’m so bored!!! Life presents me no challenge now..
By the way, i am thinking of changing over to another blog, because I want to have some new stuff out for this new year. This is also to make it more refreshing for the others. And I wanna have a new start. But this is not yet confirmed. So I’ll just state it on this blog if I am doing so.
Tomorrow is the start of a new school term, yeah!! But I’m not in school..:p

Well, I am finally back! Sorry, because I really could not find any time. Recently, I have been around the town looking for a job, and fortunately, I have gotten one. They call it the sales executive (sounds nice eh??), but the pay isn't that great as you think that would be on par with the name. However i think the job scope is rather exciting, coz there's really lots of interaction going on during the work, and perhaps I may go back to my college again!! Hmm, i'll be going for 3 days of training before i start work, so it wont be so bad when i start.

Recently, or nearing one month ago i received a birthday present from my classmates ~ Sun Tze Bing Fa. Dun undermine their intentions; i requested such a present, that's why. Sadly, I didn't get to see all the presentors for the last time, but anyway I got both of them each a present as well.

(BTW the pic is my CJ one, not SA)

Finally finished my contract job..really hate that job man.
Keep facing the phone the whole day.
The first day was screwed. The data i had entered into the computer was not saved (a bad habit of mine). I didn't realise that the computer switch was below the desk, and while i was stretching my legs, i kicked the switch off..at the same time kicking the data away. GG
Anyway it's a lesson learnt man. Just look on to the net job

The monster has been slain..yeah!! Of course, I was referring to the A levels. Not in a very efficient and victorious way, but blissfully dead and rotting in the grave..hahahaha

Goodbye A levels, good riddance. Hopefully, I’ll never see you again.

I really hope that I wont fail my General Paper.. This time round I tried a completely different style of writing in my essay and I dun really know whether it works in helping me to clinch an A. You see, this time round, My GP grade hinges around a line, beyond which it is either I pass or fail, since my usual GP grades are E. Mrs Muru told me that I have the ability to pass, but I still doubt myself, because I think the C grade, which is my best grade I have ever gotten in college, was merely by luck. Furthermore that essay was on economics, which was something I am rather confident with.. Anyway, really hope that I pass, because it ultimately determines whether I go to my faculty of interest or some lousy one.

I am rather confident of my Math, chemistry and bio papers, now I am worried only about the performance of the national cohort. But no point worrying about it now, yeah I know.. I shall cross my fingers.

I am hearing from more and more people that they wanna go to the faculty which I am aiming for, and this is scary. That faculty takes in only 250 people every year. We have yet to consider the people from RJ and Hwa Chong.. But some of them only started aiming for it when the exams are near, which may mean futile effort for them at the end of the day because it really requires hard work, perseverance and determination, unless they are very smart, like most Rafflesians.lolz.

Recently I went to sign up as a relief teacher..i wonder who’s gonna hire me. I miss school.. haha..no no. I dun mean the studies, but the people around me.

In 4 months time I’ll be enlisting to school 1 and yet I have not started training.. I think soon everyone will see my picture on the newspaper, entitled ‘First NS men to die because of lack of training’. Dun laugh at me when that happens. I am just weak..and I dun noe why they give me PES A.

Next, exzekiel and I initially wanted to organize a t19 outing, after such a long time of not gathering, but because the response was bad, much due to our inability to reach them appropriately, we decided to cancel it. The decision was further cemented when Ezekiel was outraged by the fact that no one told him that one of the classmate in t19 was hospitalized. He seemed to be very convinced by this that most of the t19 people has forgotten us and given up on us as a friend. Well, I tried to convince him of the opposite, that the four of us had given up on them in the first place when we left them, but to no avail..

Alright, end of all this trivial stuff. I think most friendships are transient, as some of you might have read in the newspaper that friendships are usually forged under difficult circumstances.

One More paper left!!!
After thursday, I will be absolutely FREE.
And I gonna Go on a rampage on the things i have been wanting to do...
with no regrets..with no hesitation..with no mercy.

:)

Today I had my farewell assembly.
We sang our college hymn and college song, which is of great significance to me as a 12 year Saint. Today would be our very, very last time in our lifetime in singing them together. Being the last time for the J2 batch to mass gather for assembly, everyone jacked up the atmosphere. One could easily hear the National Anthem, college song and hymns being sung with much gusto, apparently contradictory to the usual. Though it was a scene of smiles and elation, much due to the fact that we will be going on to the next stage of our lives, I felt really unwilling to leave the college, because it means that I am no longer going to be the kid as in the past. No one to watch over me, and the loss of an environment in which you have people you can trust to a great extent.

I am so afraid of what will be going on in the future, because everything is so unpredictable. For a moment, I think the greatest fear on earth is not our childhood ghost, household roaches, domineering people or anything else, but it is our ignorance of the future and our inability to unfold the future events.

My principal, who is going to retire at the end of this year, told us that we must be ready to face up to the problems which may bring us “pain” in the future adds on to worries.

I don’t wanna leave, coz I hate the changes in life. But like what Mr Lim said, change is the only thing constant in life.

I will miss the innocent school days and my classmates and my friends I had made in the past 12 years. I will not forget the great things that happened, and the lessons I have learnt in the past.

Mr Lim will also be leaving SAJC at the end of this year to other college. I wish him all the best for his future career. I hope that he would forgive me for any insolence towards him in the past one and a half years and embarrassing him in lectures.

Yeah, I will miss the tutors also..Mr Lim D.S., Mr Tan H.C., Ms K. de Silva, Ms Ye M.X., Mr Ho, Mrs Muru, Mr Fang (affectionately known as Fungus), Ms Choo. All of you here have helped me and my classmates a lot and without loss of patience. Believe me, though most of you were as new as a teacher as we are as a college student, all of you were great, because all of you do have high hopes on us and have left a legacy imprinted deep in our minds. Here, I promise that I will do my best for As’ and will not disappoint all of you.

I will face up to the future challenges and rise up against the odds.

Nothing shall falter me.

Listening to 千里之外 by Jay Chou now. It is really making me feel emotional badly.

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Everyone in my class and the school are working really hard now. It is really an amazing sight. Once you step into the library you would at once see that the numerous tables in the library has been taken up, and that everyone seems to be having some serious business in studying. Also, there is a sudden rise in the number of people becoming sick at this point in time and are spending largely their time at home.

I got back my prelim results already and they are, as expected, bad. I managed to get the one and only usual A for my maths. The rest are Bs and Es. It is a bad omen..